February 2012
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Throw away the "what ifs"
Your own damn advice; worrying never helped anything.
Stupid, stupid man.
a new chapter
one last hug; the last hug for now, at least. I turn away toward the gates. I keep looking back. Emotion bubbles up; gets caught in my throat.
I fight it. ‘not till I’m out of sight.’
I’ll be strong, so she’ll be strong. And I’ll be back for you. I’ll always come back for you.
On the 600th Day..
I cant believe this trip has come to an end. But I leave behind a part of me; something I will definitely come back for.
As always, it’ll never be ‘goodbye’.
‘I’ll see you soon’.
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Yes.
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January 2012
5 posts
I can’t stand the seconds ticking away, and the days fleeting by.
Yes, I have been stupid. Maybe I want to spend every second with you, because I know how many there are, and I count them as they pass. Maybe those words hurt, because I remember you said, never again.
But thats all alright. I understand. Thats what I’m here for.
I’ll make it right. We’ll make it right. Just, hear me out.
Maybe
you need to hear the thoughts in my head.
but maybe sometimes they are a work in progress.
maybe some things, just need a reassuring voice to clarify them.
I know why I’m here. I know.
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December 2011
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i still open those two pages every day, with hope i get a glimmer of that beautiful spark.
You’re sitting right in front of me, but, it feels like I’m alone. The words pierce deep, cut through me.
I don’t know what to do. You’re right here; but still I’m missing you.
Your words.. I read those words everyday. Where have they gone? I don’t know how to make them come back. I pray everyday for another. It hurts but I keep believing.
I love you,...
I guess sometimes, I miss the little things.
Because sometimes, it’s the little things that matter.
This is me.
I’m giving it everything.
I’m not faltering.
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Sometimes, all it takes is some perspective. All of a sudden, you’re awake again. Like you’ve just woken from a hazy, numb daydream. Everything seems crisp, clean and present.
Moments are fleeting; in a blink, it’s past. One at a time, they slip by, like looking up on a rainy day, watching raindrops falling by.
It’s a lot of responsibility; this life. Something so...
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Words
The world communicates in such an inefficient manner. Sometimes, it feels as useful as the morse code in a rush. Other times, the signal gets lost in translation, simply because the squishy computers processing the data are working off different operating formats.
Sometimes we just want telepathy.
Well, we make do. Thats how things go. With words, we convey our message. we explain things...
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17th
I know its hard but I know we can work it out, together.
I have a whole day planned.. it’s gonna be fun!
November 2011
2 posts
“Even after many years, you can’t slowly one by one stop doing all the small things, ok?”
Am I the same person I was 500 days ago?
September 2011
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July 2011
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June 2011
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May 2011
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Laugh.Live.Love
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March 2011
4 posts
Shark Bay
Sitting in the back of a trailer, beneath the constellations like fancy cereal in the milky way. The gentle breeze, distant guitar strumming.. Hum of the generators working away..
There is no hell on earth more deceiving.
S2
animalprints:
just an edit of an old picture, but it really brightened up my very boring day.
<3, better than dreams (:
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February 2011
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Honours
is a swirl of typical Uni all over again.. yet, not. It’s fluid; no weekly schedules, no repetitive classes. Its made to order, and fully customised. Start building from the basic requirements: Dive License (done over the holidays), Senior First Aid, DAN O2. Compulsories like Lab. Safety course, and statistics test. Oop, make some space for that upcoming statistical design submission....
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V-day
tis the second valentine’s i’ve spent away. sorry baby..
love you.
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Six and Seven
I realise I didnt post about the big 6 and the recent 7, so here it is.
the big 6 was awesome, on an island getaway in Phiphi. Diving, Climbing, just spending time. couldnt have been better (save the climbs there..). it was amazing.
7 was a quieter one, eclipsed by the CNY festivities. an exotic moscato (villa veroni of italy) to celebrate. beautiful in its simplicity nonetheless.
Tomorrow is...
its the airport again. i try to make her smile as much as i can; let her know it’ll be all right, make her feel better somehow. everything will be okay. i can see it; the pain just under the surface. Casual jokes are the final arrow in my quiver; make her laugh. it holds out.. just.
Now its all so surreal. Back here, Perth. without the noise of cars going past my window its too quiet. an...
December 2010
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November 2010
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October 2010
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TWO WEEKS.
Aus. Veg. assignments
Exam study
Work at Rockface
More exam study
Exams
then..
S2..!
Excitedddd.
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the way she cares; its like nothing else is more important.
even at this distance.
I feel, so much love..
please stay, don’t ever let me go
‘cos I’ll have my fingers intertwined in yours
you can wriggle but I’ll just hold on tighter
We’re the dream, we’re the dreamers, we’re the ones that can make it all come true.
3:28am
I’m afraid. Everytime she cries, I hurt. I know she wouldn’t ever let go. But the pain.. I want to take it all away. Calm her sobs and soothe her heart. Let me take the pain. Give it to me. Alas.
But now I wish she sleeps peacefully, my words offering some shadow of comfort; as much as I can muster from here faraway.
And I; insomnia.
ps: Shall attempt to get some rest.
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you're the best
thank you, love.
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Ok it’s stress time.
stop.
back off world. it hurts her. that hurts me.
just stop. dammit i feel useless.
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